Don't Laugh At My Weight Please

My colleagues are laughing at my weight again. I'm feeling sad whenever they talk about my weight, but I will never show them the sad face but will keep telling them I have tried my best to work on weight loss. Just those weight loss programs don’t work on me.

I actually ever thinking of maybe I should go for weight loss surgery, I heard about Lap Band Surgery / Laparoscopic Surgery before. Some people saying that it is working on them, but I'm not sure should I really go for that or not, because I'm scare of all kind of surgery. I think I better read more information about this kind of weight loss surgery. I hope I can find one that is work with me.