Understood but....

I totally understood that nobody could change my mind except myself. I know this when I was 23 years old. I know I would be the only one could make me accept the truth. What I have to do is just change my mind. However, this is not easy when come to take action. Ya ya… maybe this also just a excuse for me not to follow the truth. Confusing! I think I have to sit down and think deeply what I really want now. Hai…