Negative Thinking I have

I know I am selfish..Sometimes, I would think that how good would it be if I have no children. I could go anywhere without take care of the kids. I could spend my times with friends but not stay at home 24 hours just to take care of them. I do not have to rush here and there for them. I do not have to be angry all the times.. haiii I am being too negative huh? Yes, I am..